Monday, June 18, 2012

Still Here...

My friend posts on facebook that she misses Gulu.
I realize I am IN Gulu.

Another friend says, “My heart will always be in Africa.”
I realize my whole self is currently in Africa.

Yes, I miss my family, my friends, my dog, my car, and Taco Bell. I’m missing the first year of my best friend’s first baby’s life. I’m missing the first few months of my other best friend’s first baby’s life. When I get back they might already be in the “fear of strangers” stage, and I will be a stranger.

I’ve missed weddings, and birthdays, and family vacations, and holidays, and trips to Taco Bell.

It’s so easy to get caught up in the dust, the heat, the corruption, the confusion, the delays, the discouragement, the lack of tacos, and to forget how much your heart aches when you leave this place. I was supposed to leave in November, then March. But I’m still here. I’m in Africa. I’m in Gulu.

Don’t waste it. Don’t wish it away. Don’t forget how it’s going to hurt when you have to leave. 
Being here now is a gift. An unexpected one, and unrequested, but requiring thankfulness just the same.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

June Update

Dear friends & family,

This update is long overdue, and I apologize! The last time you heard from me, I was thinking I would be finished at Zion around March or April. In February I was seriously considering moving to Juba, South Sudan to work with Confident Children Out of Conflict. I would have been doing similar work to what I am doing here in Gulu. God eventually made it clear that I was not to move to Juba, and I applied for a few jobs in the states with anti-trafficking organizations but no doors opened. In addition, the girl who was supposed to come in March to take my role at the kids home ended up not coming. So, in March I ended up remaining in Gulu. I am here until God opens a door and makes it clear that I should move on, possibly just until I get the Zion children’s home approved under the local government.


Updates:

My role has looked a little bit different since I came back in January. Our children’s home has been short staffed since then, so I began taking on shifts as a caregiver. This has given me the opportunity to get to know the girls even better, and also involved me in things such as discipline and correction (whereas before I just got to be the fun aunty who came in the afternoons to tutor!) There are three of us: Joyce, Harriet, and myself. I am the oldest right now, so Joyce and Harriet often look to me for the answers, and I often don’t have them! Four of our girls are now entering their teens and they are making sure that we are aware of the fact. We need prayer for wisdom and patience, and especially for another caregiver that will truly love the girls and be willing to stick around for a long time. I am so thankful for the years I had growing up at Bancroft and working as a camp counselor… I don’t think anything could have prepared me better for being an “aunty” to 17 girls. Even though the environment and the culture are different, you still run into many of the same issues – when a girl is sick and you have to decide whether to take her to the doctor or wait it out, when somebody steals somebody else’s shoes just as you’re trying to get everyone out the door, when girls get in an argument and you just want to make a fair judgement… thankfully my experiences at camp prepared me for many of the issues we face each day.

I didn’t understand why God wasn’t letting me go to Juba, but over the last few months it’s been clear that He wasn’t done with me here at Zion. I’ve been here long enough now that the Zion girls have really begun to trust me, and I’ve had the opportunity to really speak into some of their lives. I would have missed out on that and the opportunity to continue building on the relationships that were already there if I had left and gone to Juba to start from scratch again. I’m now thankful that He kept me here and that His thoughts are higher than our thoughts! (Isaiah 55…see the end of my email).

Last month we took in a new girl, Lakisa Lucy. She is a total orphan and had been living with her step-mother, but she was not receiving the care that she needed, and one day her step-mother even tried to strangle her. Much like Nancy, from last year, it was a tough decision because Lucy is already 13 years old, and it’s difficult for girls of that age to come into a home. Most children’s homes will not accept children over the age of 10 or 11, so when we hear about someone like Lucy there is really no way we can help her, other than taking her in ourselves. Please remember her in prayer as she adjusts to life at Zion, living and getting along with 16 other girls, and being back in school.


Lucy:


Last week we hosted a Youth With a Mission (YWAM) team of 11 people. I really enjoy hosting visitors and showing them around Zion Project and Gulu. They were a huge blessing to our women and the girls, especially since they helped us with moving day for our girls’ home last week. They really worked hard. Unfortunately the landlord of the house that we moved into has now changed his mind and asked us to move the girls out again, so please pray with us that God would provide the perfect home for them (and help for moving day since the team is now gone).


Moving Day:



I have a friend named Peter who is a young man that used to be a street kid. He is in his last year of primary school, and in the past he was sponsored by the Mormon church. Thanks to the friendship and ministry of some of my good friends, Peter realized he needed to leave the Mormon church, which would mean giving up his sponsorship to school. He did it anyway and at the same time rededicated his life to Christ. He is now trusting God to provide his school fees, a place to live, and food to eat. If you are interested in helping to sponsor him or help with his living expenses, please contact me for more info.


Peter:



Finances:

I never cease to be amazed at God’s provision for all of my needs, and He uses many of you and your generosity to do so. I am thankful for your giving hearts! I do have some ongoing needs which are not covered under my current monthly budget, including medical insurance, visa renewal every 3 months, and airfare when the time comes for me to return home. If you are interested in joining my monthly supporters or giving a one-time gift, the information is here:

I am still a missionary under Ripe for Harvest, and they offer several ways to donate to my account (#318). You can donate by credit card or set up automatic recurring donations at their website by clicking here, or mail checks to:


Ripe for Harvest World Outreach
P.O. Box 487
Monument, CO 80132



(Make the check out to Ripe for Harvest. Include a note with my name & account #318).Contributions are solicited with the understanding that Ripe for Harvest has complete discretion and control over the use of all donated funds.



Prayer:

+Praise for good health over the last several months
+Praise for God’s provision and guidance
+Lucy, our newest girl, as she adjusts to being in our home & a new school.
+The right house for our girls’ home, and help for moving day.
+A new caregiver at the children’s home – the right person!
+Our oldest girl, Nancy, is worried about her younger sister who is being used as a full time baby-sitter by a police officer in the village. She is not in school. We would like to bring her into our home but it’s a tricky situation since we’re dealing with a police officer who is using a child for labor.
+Favor with the district and child probation as we try to get our children’s home approved, as well as for an adoption we are trying to help with.
+My parents & grandmother and the rest of the staff & counselors at Bancroft as summer camp is now in full swing.
+Peter as he trusts God to provide for everything he needs.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read my update, and for your prayers, encouragement, and financial support. I couldn’t be here without each of you participating and taking an interest in how God is working in Uganda. 

Much love,
Sarah

Check out the new summer line made by our women at Imani: www.imanilove.com
To see more photos, click here: Zion Rescue Home 2012



ISAIAH 55:8-12

8 “For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,” 
declares the Lord.
9 “As the heavens are higher than the earth, 
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts. 
10 As the rain and the snow
come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish, 
so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, 
11 so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
It will not return to me empty, 
but will accomplish what I desire
and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.
12 You will go out in joy 
and be led forth in peace…”

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Imani Summer Line

Hi everyone, 
I am working on a supporter update, but in the meantime, I just wanted to let you know that Zion Project's jewelry making program, Imani, just introduced their new summer line last week. Check out the website, www.imanilove.com, to see beautiful paper bead jewelry designed by my good friend Bre Mason and created by our hard-working and beautiful ladies in Northern Uganda! Every purchase goes to support a vulnerable woman and helps her provide for her children.
Love,
Sarah

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Hi All,

Attached is a short video introducing our summer line called "Glimpse." I have been working on the production of this line since my arrival in Uganda in early October. We are officially launching the line today. You can visit www.imanilove.com to view the full collection and visit my blog at breannemason.tumblr.com for more inside stories. Please pass on to anyone you think might be interested! 

Thanks for all the support! 

Best, 
Bre Mason

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

27th Birthday

I had a super special 27th birthday thanks to all of you who gave toward my campaign. I was even able to exceed my goal! I wanted to raise $270.00 for the fight against modern day slavery, but you brought my total to $280. Thanks so much!!! Here's how it went:


ACTIVITY

APR. 16
This campaign ended.
APR. 16
Bonnie donated $50.00!
APR. 16
Anonymous donated $10.00!
APR. 16
Amy donated $16.00!
APR. 16
Anonymous donated $30.00!
APR. 16
Elizabeth donated $30.00!
APR. 16
Evelyn donated $27.00!
APR. 16
Melissa donated $20.00!
APR. 16
Martha donated $27.00!
APR. 16
Anita donated $50.00!
APR. 15
Anonymous donated $10.00!
APR. 14
Shelley donated $10.00!
MAR. 30
This campaign started.

Friday, March 30, 2012

27 Million

27 million people. That's how many are estimated to be trapped in slavery. Not in the past.... not a hundred years ago....TODAY. Right now. Tonight as I get into my comfortable bed in my safe home with my full belly.... there are people who have been working for 12 hours straight without a break or a good meal. People who aren't allowed to leave the building where they work. People who are beaten, or tied up, or spit upon every day. Young girls who are forced to sleep with up to 10 men in a night without pay. There shouldn't even be a "Present Day" section under "Slavery" on Wikipedia, but there is.

I am turning 27 on April 16th. The thing I want most for my birthday is to be able to participate in the fight against modern day slavery. I plan to participate by raising awareness and inviting you to have a part by contributing financial support to an organization that is on the front lines.
My goal is to raise $270. Every dollar counts and even small gifts make a difference.




Monday, March 5, 2012

South Sudan

Grace and I went to South Sudan to check out the work of Confident Children Out of Conflict.
We got to the taxi around noon and waited for it to fill up. We left around 3 PM.


The road in Uganda.....


The road in South Sudan...what?


Beautiful countryside...


20 minutes from Nimule on the way to Juba, our taxi broke down.
They called someone and another taxi came and picked us up.

Then THAT taxi broke down too.


We finally made it to Juba and got to meet the lovely staff and children of CCC.

They work with girls who have been abandoned or abused, similar to us at Zion Project.
To learn more check out www.confidentchildren.org



Saturday, February 25, 2012

Ice Cream & Prayer Requests

Over the last couple of weeks, I took small groups of the girls out to eat ice cream and hang out, and to go gawk at the new Uchumi! (Auntie, they have SO MANY things here!) So, during our ice cream visits I’ve been asking them to share some prayer requests with me. What would you ask prayer for if you were a young girl in Africa? See below to find out theirs, and lift them up...

Nancy (14): “Pray for us as we go back to school. Pray that God would give us wisdom and knowledge, and pray that God protects us and our home and Zion Project.”

Doreen (13): “Pray for us to have wisdom.”

Jolly (14): “Pray for my Grandmother Mbenga, she is in Congo and she is very sick. Safety for my mother as she travels to visit her. Pray for us as we go back to school and, pray that we would have wisdom.”

Afosina (12): "Wisdom. Also, pray that God will help my mother, and that my baby brother will grow up well."

Aloyo (12): "Pray that God will give us wisdom at school. Also that God will help Mama Sarita find the right land for Zion Project to build on."

Charlotte (11): “Pray that I might go up to university, and that I will be bright at school!”

Anita (11): “Wisdom, and to go up to Senior 3 in school.”

Jacky (10): "Wisdom, and that we will respect our teachers and aunties and that they will respect us."

Mercy (12): "Pray for God to make me bright and give me knowledge."

Naomi (10): "Pray for God to change my heart and help me to be good."

Vero (11): "Pray for me to have wisdom, that we would love each other, and that we would help the poor."

Fatuma (10): “I want to go to university, and pray for me to be a good child!”

Espe (10): “Pray for God’s kingdom to come.”

Janet (8): "Wisdom, and pray for us as we go back to school!"

Charlie (7): “Pray that we will be good children and that we won’t abuse our friends!”

Gloria (6): "Pray that we don't fight with our friends."


Monday, February 6, 2012

Suppose....

"Suppose another time you are making a big decision in your life, and you need help. You have options before you, and you need guidance to decide which way is best. So you ask God for help. But He doesn't answer with guidance. Instead He answers by sending the Holy Spirit, who is our Guide. God sends the Helper, who will live in you and not only tell you what decision to make but also enable you to make that decision.

Yet another time you need discernment, and God gives you the Spirit of wisdom. At other times you need strength, and God gives you the Spirit of power. Still other times you ask God for love, joy, peace, patients, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, or self-control, and He gives you the Spirit, who makes all these things a reality in your life."

~Radical by David Platt
p. 57 - 58

Heavenly Father,
Send your Holy Spirit; the Guide. You have promised to lead the blind... and You have promised to say "this is the way, walk in it..." You have promised wisdom and strength. Fulfill your promises; direct me and give me strength to obey. Holy Spirit, You are welcome. I need You.

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Psalm 78:4, 12-14
"We will not hide them from their children; we will tell the next generation the praiseworthy deeds of the Lord, His power, and the wonders He has done."
"He did miracles in the sight of their fathers in the land of Egypt, in the region of Zoan. He divided the sea and led them through; He made the water stand firm like a wall. He guided them with the cloud by day and with light from the fire all night."


"Lord, as we wake from another night's slumber, we are reminded that Your dreams are given to us and not merely conjured up by our imaginations. Help us understand both that Your dreams come at a price and that their rewards are immeasurable." (commonprayer.net Jan. 15th 2012)

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Happy Valentine's Day!

Dear friends,

Just wanted to wish you a Happy Valentine's Day! While the world celebrates earthly love let's remember that we have access to the greatest Love.

As you are looking for that special gift, please remember to consider the impact every purchase has. You have the opportunity to impact the lives of these ladies (and their families) for the better by buying their hand-made jewelry.


Sunday, January 29, 2012

'Learning About His Ways'

From My Utmost for His Highest by Oswald Chambers (Aug 1st)

He Comes Where He Commands Us to Leave

Matthew 11:1
"When Jesus finished commanding His twelve disciples, He departed from there to teach and to preach in their cities."

"If you stayed home when God called you to go because you were so concerned about your own people there, then you actually robbed them of the teaching of Jesus Christ Himself. When you obeyed and left all the consequences to God, the Lord went into your city to teach, but as long as you were disobedient, you blocked His way. Watch where you begin to debate with Him and put what you call your duty into competition with His commands. If you say, "I know that He told me to go, but my duty is here," it simply means that you do not believe that Jesus means what He says."


He Works Where He Sends Us to Wait

'....tarry until....' (Luke 24:49)

"Wait on the Lord" and He will work (Ps. 37:34). But don't wait sulking spiritually and feeling sorry for yourself, just because you can't see one inch in front of you! Are we detached enough from our own spiritual fits of emotion to 'wait patiently for Him' (37:7)? Waiting is not sitting with folded hands doing nothing, but it is learning to do what we are told.
These are some of the facets of His ways that we rarely recognize."


From My Utmost for His Highest by Oswald Chambers (Aug 1st)

Monday, January 23, 2012

Wings

I am currently staying at the children's home for 10 days while their house mom is on vacation. So far it's been a blast. :) Several of the girls had chicken pox last week. When I got here on Friday morning, the first thing Jolly told me was "Auntie! Last night I prayed to Jesus to take away my chicken pock, and today they are gone!" Sure enough, she had maybe one or two spots left but the rest had totally disappeared overnight.

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Today -

Nancy: Auntie, when it is time for you to go back to America, I'm going to fly there to see you and to see your home.
Me: How will you fly?
Nancy: With my wings! (flapping her arms)
Doreen: Where will you get wings?!
Nancy: I will pray to God to give me wings like the angels and He will give them to me!
Doreen: Why don't you just pray to Him to give you the money to go!?

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Back!

So good to see Nancy's GRIN, Doreen's shy smile, Jolly's hugs, Jacky's attitude, Vero's constant questions, Gloria's hand in mine, Mercy's brilliance, Fatuma's silliness, Anita's sweetness, Charlotte's quiet joy, Janet's energy, Espe's confidence, Charlie's giggles, Naomi's fire, Afosina's wisdom, and Aloyo's sincerity.

Pray for them, for their house mom Carol, and for the home in general...for God's Spirit to be in every corner of that home. For His angels to surround it and keep watch. For the girls' hearts to be open to what God wants for them.





Thursday, January 12, 2012

Interesting...

'On January 12, 1948, Mohandas Gandhi began his last successful fast in New Delhi to convince Hindus and Muslims in the city to work toward peace. Six days later, convinced that harmony was achieved, he ended the fast. For most of his adult life, Gandhi read -Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount every morning, convinced that it contained a truth more powerful than the empire that occupied his native India or the enmity that divided Hindus and Muslims. Through “experiments in truth” like the public fast, he sought to put -Jesus’ teachings into practice for the sake of peace.' from commonprayer.net

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Safely In Uganda

I'm so thankful for uneventful travels and a safe arrival in Uganda at 2:15 AM yesterday...I stayed the night in Entebbe and am now in Kampala. A couple of fun facts - I ran into someone I know from Gulu (Coy, Robbie, and baby Anna) on the flight from Chicago to Istanbul, and we were also on the same flight from Istanbul to Entebbe. I don't mind flying alone but it is always comforting to see a familiar face on the other side of the world. Also, I was planning on a special hire (rented vehicle & driver) to get to Gulu... I was just praying for someone to share the ride & expense... but instead God has connected me to another missionary who is making the trip anyway. He provides way above and beyond my expectations.